Sundays on the bay...

I feel like crap, I know I shouldn't be feeling like this... I have no right. but jealousy stabs harder and deeper than any machete. gawd! why do you have me in such shitty situation. I mean, we barely even talk, nope, scratch that... we never talk! except for a few words here and there. ugh gawd! I feel like crying... anyway, I'll always have sundays and the bay... g'bye sweetie... maybe in another lifetime, you'll be my knight, to pick me up and ride off with me to God knows where. i don't care where and I don't care how, at least i'll be with someone special. well til then...for now I remain waiting.